workaholic, shopaholic.

workaholic, shopaholic. I WANNA HAVE TWO OF THE ABOVE,
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY DOTA.

PS.i have been saying it since i was sec 4 *laughs

Photos do the talking

cool.

Meet Me Halfway Lyrics

I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish

I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you
and all those things we use to use to use to do
hey girl, wuz up, it use to be just me and you
i spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
every single day, yes i'm really missin missin you
and all those things we use to use to use to do
hey girl wuz up, wuz up, wuz up, wuz up

meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

girl,i travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
across the universe i go to other galexies
just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
i navigate myself myself to take me where you be
cause girl i want, i, i, i want you right now
i travel uptown (town) i travel downtown
i wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
i love you alway..way

can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
right at the boarderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish

let's walk the bridge, to the other side
just you and I (just you and I)
i will fly, i'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
i will try, until i die, for you and i, for you and i, for for you and i,
for for you and i, for for you and i, for you and i

can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
meet me half way, right at the boarderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish
i can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

Not easy.

its not easy at all,i thought i thought i thought life would be simple but no! when i need you to be my listening ear and you are not there,how wonderful.

Jingping is going down,down,down,down,down.

I really thought i could just let it go like that but i could not, i want you but you are not around,there it goes 4 month down the drain.

I wish we were like them.

Quoted from my best sister of a decade blog,
recently she got herself a boyfriend, and her bf is super sweet can,this is what he wrote for her.

"girl i promise u that i will not shared with other, urs mean urs.
girl i promise u that i will treat u well, n not bully u
girl i promise u that i will use my whole heart just to love u
girl i promise u that i will not hurt u
girl i promise u that i will protect u
girl i promise u that whenever u need me, i will be ur side
girl i promise u that whatever u do, i will support u

N I MEAN IT, JUZ BECAUSE OF U."

To me i think that guys helping girls blog is super sweet,
some guys are so call " da nan ren zhu yi",cannot stand it la,they think that doing these girly stuff does not suit their image,but i think its a big no no!
i really cannot resist guys who does such little small things to please girls,these little action just melt all girls heart.And who says being romantic and sweet having to be a very costly acts? like some girls think that giving roses is romantic,i mean like this only does happen when you have a rich bf,but some other things that dun even involve money is something much better than things you bought,some people think its stupid to give handmade crafts.And there is one more type of guys that i could not stand, the "MONEY CAN BUY EVERYTHING GUYS" i think that these are the guys that i look down on the most, money can't buy love, money can use to buy expensive gifts,but i think most girls will prefer those gift with their very own story behind or either something that has a meaning,unless they are those like materialistic girls.oh ya talking so much what make me suddenly feel like blogging? i shall tell you about this guy that whom i so happen to know,his acts as a boyfriend touched me alot,small little acts but it still counts.

Starting with when they first got together,he will help her blog,without fail he would sent her home from school,and never fail to cheer her up,little small acts like lying to her that he need to find his mom and then waited for her to end work for two hour and then pop out right in front of her.Always standing beside his gf and never fail to try be a perfect bf every min every second.Cook for her to eat,argh! envious.CHENG DE FA qing bu yao san fen zhong re du,dun treat my dearest nice for only three days,three weeks or three month,want to do it then do the best treat her all the way like this for a life time.

I really envy those girls that have a bf who cook,really very sweet.Cook but not maggi la*laughs*.Sitting down reading recipe, to buying the ingredients to really down to earth cook on their own without the help of anyone.I have this guy friend that offer to cook for me to eat,very nice of him but wouldn't it be better if that guy who does that is someone who means alot to me?Who says only girls can cook,guys who cook looks more man can."ren zhen de nan ren te bei suai ".I also envy those girls that have their bf picking them up from school/work. The feeling of being loved especially when he forced himself to wake up sacrificing his sleep because of you,how would she not feel love? unless she already took it for granted.

How i wish he would do the same,i know you will come read my blog, i am not hinting you,i am just trying to tell you that i am very envious of them and now you are like miles and miles and miles away.And can you like learnt abit from them although i know that you not good with words,not that easy to express out,but...............forget it.
may god bless all of you goodnight.

Finally back to blogging but not blogging about something very nice.
The very "INTRESTING" essay written below was by one of my friend to the another friend of mine,I really could not stand it anymore so i am here correcting his wonderful essay.

I had confessed my love for u. I told u I dun expect an answer. At _______, u rest ur head against my chest(like you should have know that it was just like less than a few seconds), u took me out to shop and theres only 2 of us( That was because you dun know the way there,and she is kind enough to bring you there), I woke up when u placed ur freezing hands on my face(she woke everyone up like that,cause thats the easiest way to make people wake up fast), u accompany me to send my clothes for laundry and thers only 2 of us(that was cause we were all lazy to go out,just being kind of her), u looked into my eyes with passion.(wth,she look at everyone like that,so are you trying to tell me that she is looking at everyone with eyes of passion,stupid) U told me the reason of ur actions was bcuz u was touched by me.(hello!touched is one thing its not call love.) Well, I had confessed my love for u and if u had no special feeling for me, is it rite for u to treat me that way?(how did she treat you? it was all your one sided love and immagination.) Put urself in my shoe, if u confessed ur love to someone and he had no feeling for u but he did what u did to me to u, how would u feel?(what did she do to you,can you change people feeling? If you have the ability she would be yours already.)U said u was so touch by me but u have no special feeling for me. So, is it fair for me to say that u wanted to repay me? Repaying him by resting your head against his chest... Do u call that repaying or what?(are you trying to tell me she is someone easy,hey fuck you man !)Do u know what is love to me?(you never say how would i know) I nv expect any return when I show my love for u, I dun need ur sympathy but we r human, some of us r soft hearted and thus, they would sympathise that person and treat them better first b4 they break the news to him/her but not urs. Its not the case whereby u sympathise me & try to be more helpful and caring towards me but to actually rest your head against my chest... when I had already confessed to u?!?! U r definitely giving me false hope and even if u didn’t mean that, did u even think of the consequences of ur own actions? (that was cause you dun know her well, you think that those action was her way of showing love,but you are wrong,you dun understand her well and you claim that you love her.It was your own willful thinking your one sided love story) U created the mess, makes me fall deeper fall u and as if thats not enuff, u add fuel to the fire.

When we touched down in Singapore, u remind me that u actually promised me that u will come over to my place when we r back in Singapore, I was like wah, u still can remember ar?( that was cause people keep to their promise,even if its to a normal ordinary casual friend.)Its alr 2am+ so its a no-no for me although theres _______ & _____ staying over at my house but thats bcuz no train le and I stay so near to Changi Airport. Then the following day, u ask me where was I, I thought u wanted to ask me out... Well, in the end u sms me something that was totally out of the blue, I didn’t anticipate that. (she msg you where were you cause its even weirder to just send you those shocking msg,she is considering about your feeling.)U actually rejected me and obviously I’m damn sad but its only me feeling that way. I really dun believe it, I thought u was juz joking but after that, i read from ur blog on the phobia thing and u sms me that u know u still want to remain single and I respect ur decision. But thinking of what u did to me, I really can’t believe it but what can i do? I juz have to accept the fact. The world is like that, its unfair. I am very furious when i came to know that when u said u still know u still want to be single and within the next few day, u fell in love with someone and it was u who took the initiative. Didn’t u wrote in ur blog that u got phobia... Didn't u say that u still want to be single? Now u lost my respect for u. I really felt like a fish outta water! U gave him a chance and said both of u will try to overcome it tgt and he made u know how to love again. If that the case, it shows that its not the case that u want to be single but juz an excuse. I know u dun have that special feeling for me so i understand but pls ur actions... I am really disappointed in u and I am really heartbroken, u had my heart pierce everywhere and let me tell u, u can never mend my heart. Now, suddenly I got a mood swing. I am angry with u!( come on pls dun be a sour grape have you ever search your heart think of why she did not accept you? she really was thinking of being single but its the other him that make her feel love,the other him that make her have the courage to walk a step in front,its the other him that have the ability to change her. So if you do not have the ability to do that then just STFU and respect the two of them give them your blessing.Think if you can't make her have the courage to love again, lets not say being together and continue to try right it will make both of you suffer more.)

Basically, the main reason y im angry is bcuz the fact that I know u have no special feeling for me who confessed my love for u but u r juz touch by what I did for u, then asking me out to shop with u and resting ur head against my chest are inappropriate especially WHEN HE HAD CONFESSED TO U ONE OR TWO DAY AGO! If u had not done that, everything would be different now.( what century is it now,two person going out together means that she is in love with you,then friends cannot go out together? this is really bullshit.)

We can’t force love, u dun belong to me and I can accept that as forcing against it won't have any ending but doing all those things after I confessed to u my love for u are ridiculous.( i think you are really bullshit,told you its you who are thinking to much,daydreaming.)

Also, like u say, all u can say is ure sorry. I really want to forgive u but SERIOUSLY y r u resting ur head against my chest when u have got no special feeling for me, y would u do that. Once again, have u ever think of the consequences? For now, I could only come out with only 1 answer: U r toying with me. Unless u can explain y u did that to me and I’m convince, then I will forgive. I really hope that u will explain to me as I really want to know the fact. If u remain silent, I will take it as u did all that bcuz u are touched which is ur current answer.(touched but not reaying with this kind if her action right,i really could not stand you,if you know her well you will know why she did that,lying on your chestis not love,its not toying around with your feeling,totally stupid.)

How could a person feel better when u ask him to treat u as a bitch. I know deep down u r a good girl. U want me to forget u, want me to hate u and in that case I would feel better. Thanks for the thought but I’m like kind of gonna treat u as a bitch!(people ask you treat then you must treat her as one,why so obident?) Maybe u r happy to hear that, I dunno but one thing for sure y i want to treat u as a bitch is bcuz ur acts in ________ doesn’t tally at all. U did all that bcuz u r touch, isn’t it seems like u r toying with me? BUT THAT DOES NOT MATTER ANYMORE AND I DUN WISH TO KNOW THE FACT AS IT CAN GOES ON&ON & SEEING WHAT U DID TO ME WITH MY OWN EYES AND READING UR SMS WITH MY OWN EYES. Thus, I can say that u r a bitch. U agrees or not, I dun care and I also know u wun care at all.( fancy you trying to tell me you love her,if you love her would you give such nasty comment? would you want the person you love to feel hurt? making known to everyone that you called her a bitch,how would she feel,afterall she is a girl and you posted that out? shame on you,doing this to someone you love.you are really a disgrace to guys.)

My inner feeling tells me that u r a decent girl but I would rather go with what I saw with my own eyes, heard with my own ear instead of following my heart as I think thats the fact and u had shown ur true colour but i dun know y i juz feel that u have more to say but I dun think i will ever know.( you are trying to say she is indecent? ask friends around her if she is one,if you dunno her well dun give comment like that,nbcccb.i dun understand what you are thinking,disgracing her, making her feel bad,are you happy? i thought loving someone is seeing her happy doing what she like?come on give her your blessing.)

Its unusual that I would blog this out as this is something very private but saying out all this makes feel much better.

all the caption in pink are my me if you think what i am saying is wrong feel free come and look for me.I dun want my friend to be scolded out of the blue just because you miss interpret her.